after a year and a half of working for Wal*mart, I have quit.
I've had enough of working there. So today I just walked in a quit.
Its a good feeling to be out of there. I'll miss most of the people, but I wont miss working for them.
It was a good experience, but one I am happy to leave.
I'll have a month of quiet, just working at the barn, chilling with friends and being lazy.
In June I start camp.
After camp I plan on working for either the new new animal shelter or Petco/Petsmart.
If I don't get to work for the shelter, then I'll see about volunteering and fostering dogs. I just have to convince my parents its a good idea.
In other news, my boyfriend (Anthony) is joining the army.
He'll be leaving for bootcamp probably in july. He'll be gone for 10 weeks. then he'll be in service for 3 years.
I told him I'd wait for him. But that started a fight, and he doesn't want me to. He said I'd just be hurting myself in the end. Cause if he just keeps enlisting I'm just going to be waiting around forever, since we're not going to get married I wouldn't be able to be on base with him.
He'll come and visit though.
Like that makes me feel any better.
Great.
I get to see the man I'm in love with whenever he feels like it.
Thats just peachy.
He told me to go find the man of my dreams.
Thing is, he's become that man. I of course can't tell him that. He'd never let himself believe that he could spend his life with just one person.
Yes, he's an asshole. He makes me cry. And I hardly get to see him now-a-days. But he's still everything I want in a guy.
He just doesn't see it.
And none of the other guys I've talked to understand or get why I would want to wait for him.
All the women on the other hand, understand completely.
Women are smart like that.
I think he's trying to protect himself by telling me not to do that to myself. He doesn't want the commitment.
I'm thoroughly angry with him, but I also just want to break down and cry (which I've done a few times already).
I'm so worried 
Miserable
Hopeless
Joy
Adoration
Excited
